Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Wednesday – D day


This is it. The 10 of Feb, I have been mass uploading my posts. Hence the weird dates on my posts.

So, how did I spend my day? Morning breakfast with my mom, help dad clear newspaper, went to change money, duck rice for lunch, massive C&C4 gaming, return the cashflow game, and here I am now, waiting for time to pass. Dennis will be picking me up in a few hours time, 3 hours actually.

I am not expecting many people to send me off. Well, I never believed in sending people off. It is an outdated tradition in today’s globalized and connected world. With Skype, Facebook and msn, most of my friends wont even realize I m not in the country. I simply won’t be able to make it for 2 or 3 gatherings that’s all. Everyone is so busy these days, too busy to miss anyone. Well, maybe it’s just me?

How do I feel now? As of this moment, I am calm as a cucumber. What am I suppose to feel? My mind has such a control over my emotions that I can’t feel anything without me thinking that I am being silly. No fuss is required, all I need is to go silently, and I shall return silently.

I am pragmatic to say the least; emotions at times like this serve no practical function other then to hinder the smooth operation of my embarkation.

I shall go and have dinner with my mother now, and try for the last time in the next 6 months her awesome cooking. If anything I should miss, it would be her cooking.

My next entry will be from Bern, in my new abode for the next few months. Wish me luck and control over my rectum.

Vernon

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